Saturday, March 17, 2012

unexpected sherry

Crisp. Wine as nail polish remover
Wide, then stopping sweet
The taste of mentorship
A working crush, a kooky inspiration
to be better than I am

It’s the manly-sweet voice in my head
A small girl’s pattern
watching her own performance from just inside the door
I try harder
to be worthy of his momentary attention,
to show qualities translatable on a mother’s tongue

My dad kept a small bottle of
acetone-laced liquid in a vial in his desk
MacGyver-like agent that cleaned mistakes
and misspent glue
Later we found it among his accouterments

I am to be writing my annual review
Assess professional contributions
as I twirl a tiny glass
Test tacky connections to colleagues
who might value my performance
from secondhand account
I must revisit each strength and gap
in a year I wish to forget

Perhaps I can submit a poem
My only product ever given full marks
by my father – even though
he never read them through to the end



© lila.p.levy, March 2013

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Shame

Shame by lilalevy1063
Shame, a photo by lilalevy1063 on Flickr.